Hate

This piece is entitled Hate. I have so much hate for Carson's father and how he treated me and how he treats Carson. I know that people say that you are not suppose to hate anyone, but after all the crap he has put me through along with how he treats Carson. I do not doubt that he loves his son, but he does not want him and only gets him to get to me, unfortunately. I have to come to terms with that he is my little man's father and according to the judge he has rights to see him. Until that is changed I have no other choice but to support my son and make him feel that it is ok to go up there. But with that being said I do not like it and I still have a lot of hate about all of this. That is what this piece is all about.